Well it’s been officially two weeks since you’ve talked to me. Tomorrow we would be going to prom and you would’ve looked beautiful as always. I would’ve got to introduce you to all of my friends and they would’ve loved you because I love you and they know that if I love you then you must be pretty special. After prom we could’ve came back to my place and cuddled and talked about the night or went to a party and got belligerently drunk and high and kissed all night long. BUT this is all shoulda, coulda, woulda stuff and wont actually be happening.
I’m just hoping and praying that you talk to be soon because I miss you and I’m not going to wait around forever for someone who isn’t ready to be okay with who they are. I’m not the one that has to figure anything out.
Girls are so stupid and complicated.
I’m really depressed that I didn’t get invited to any after prom parties yet. Those are the best part of prom. Brookville is the lamest town in PA, I swear.
Omfg so if Mary had baby Jesus, and baby Jesus was the Lamb of God…
did Mary have a little lamb?
you broke the world
Tonight was my last game with my best friends in the whole wide world that are graduating(I’m only a junior). I’ve been playing softball with them since little league. The coach was a dick and took me out of the because I made an error but this came as no surprise because he is always a dick. I was just looking out at the field and got a sudden feeling of every single emotion there is. I just started crying my eyes out because I love these girls and they are all that I have and I have no idea what I’m going to do without them. I’m seriously going to be so lost and alone. I haven’t stopped crying since I started. Saying goodbye to them is going to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.
Someone’s probably in love with you right now, even though you think you’re boring and stupid and smell bad most of the time, someone probably saw you last week and wiped their sweaty hands on the insides of their pockets and thought about your body under your clothing and about how you would look asleep in their bed
Waay too much false sense of hope in one sentence